Anyway, I was thinking about some things that I said earlier this week. I said that if I had the chance to go overseas to study now, I would. You know, I'll pack everything and just leave because you don't know how much I want to get out of here.
Haha well I've never really told anyone everything about how I feel, but I feel so sick here. Suffocated or something. I know everyone says " Go overseas and you'll miss singapore so much you'll be begging to come back. "
That's like the one thing that I'll take a chance with. So what if I friggin miss Singapore, I'll just come back then.
Walking around, I don't feel like I have anyone's respect. People look at me and say, oh who's this, you know what? She doesn't look really chinese, hmm, I wonder what's she's made up from, hey how come her name's so long? Hey, why do you have two middle names? Kilbride? Joan? I mean like where do you come from? Oh so you're like half chinese? You don't look chinese at all. Haha, if you don't mind me saying, you look like those maids? yeah, you kinda do.
I don't know why I'm so angry sometimes. I am so sick of this place, honestly, I just want to leave. And people just tell me, don't be stupid, you can't leave.
Do you, honestly, even know how much I want to get out of here? You don't. No one really gets me. I want to go somewhere where people don't ask my race, don't ask me why my skin's this or that colour, why I want to wear makeup, why I want to dress the way I do, why i'm so fucking fat like you all tell me.
Don't be crazy, you tell me, and I'm sure you're sick of me talking about NY but in my five days there, I felt so much more at home, more accepted and appreciated by even the strangers that I met on the street than I've even felt back here.
I love my friends here so much, I really do. So much.
But how come I don't feel like it's home anymore as compared to a cold hotel room far away in another place?
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Hiatus no more?
Oh gosh Abby you're supposed to be studying.
We sat on that! WOOSH. Birthday Girl(:
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Monday, July 14, 2008
Just some last few pictures.
HIATUS
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Sunday, July 06, 2008
Hello dearies, thank you for such such such a lovely birthday surprise! I never expected it. You made my birthday such a sweet one.
I'M SIXTEEN.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Choir Bonding (:
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Monday, June 23, 2008
I'm quite, over it now.
Small things are not going to bother me anymore. I will not get emotionally attached to anything for the time being.
It's been a roller coaster and I think it's finally time to put an end to the ride, so yes.
I'm pissed off but it's no use to be, you know?
So yes, go and play, play all you want. I'll wish you good luck in finding future happiness, yes I really do.
But why don't you just remember, all the things you said, everything you promised and double-crossed.
What's happened to all that now?
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Friday, June 20, 2008
Eat Pray Love
If you wish to discover more about living a life that is yours.
A life, that isn't full of copying another, or trying to be someone else,
just yourself.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO MY SUPER KEWLZX FRIENDS FROM CHURCH CAMP.
This one ME.
This one JOSHUA This one LESLIE, and that one JIREH
This one SARAH. This one EUNICE. The odd one out SERPHINA The middle JEWEL This one ANDREW This one BEN This one DEXTER This one INDIAN MAN This one STARBUCKS This one ALL OF US + BRYAN I DONT HAVE YOUR PICTURE.
Anyway, church camp was awesome. There's like ahellaalot of pictures to upload and I'm lazy. Some time soon though.
School starts soon! :(
I want to go back to church camp.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Monday, June 09, 2008
NEW YORK PICTURES. -My camera is really lousy.
Anyhow, the last two days of NYC. :(
(I was looking at the calender and HEY ITS LIKE MY BIRTHDAY IN 20 DAYS HAHA. )
Magnificent, Hillsongs. I look like I'm closing my eyes the whole time lol.
Everyone should eat this for breakfast. Select Choir Rehersal (:
CRUISE ON THE HUDSON RIVER
Which was unmostly flabbergastingly really very belly memorable.
-Met Zion (:
Sunset (: For those of you who have watched Sky of Love... (: (: Lady Liberty teehee.
DAY OF PERFORMANCE @ CARNIGIE HALL( sorry no pictures were allowed inside the hall!)
friggin huge pizza which was at 20 bucks. Now, where can you find that in SG? From Z. So friggin good hahaha.
Godiva's like extremely cheaper in the US. :( BOO SINGAPORE! Better picture(:
LAST DAY
I drank from this thing. I didn't see the signs shit.
Okay, so thats NYC. And no one knows but I cried when we left hahaha.
So now you all know. And, I just realised: zion! i should have taken a picture together with you lol. and! I should have like drawn something in NY and go back there 5 years later,
AND CHECK IF IT'S STILL THERE. Okay byebye I am suddenly reminicsing over NYC. Very say very sad.
Cheers.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Friday, June 06, 2008
My life is so mundane.
So I went to school, handed in my DSA, went for lessons. Came back, slept. Ran for 20 again.
Got home, ate. Made a cup of tea. And now I'm here.
Ew. Like, I've got nothing to do hahaha.
Picture to Burn
State the obvious, I didn’t get my perfect fantasy I realized you love yourself More that you could ever love me So go and tell your friends That I’m obsessive and crazy, That’s fine I’ll tell mine You’re gay, And by the way,
I hate that stupid old pickup truck, You never let me drive You’re a redneck, heartbreak Who’s really been a lie So watch me strike a match On all my wasted time As far as I’m concerned, You’re just another picture to burn.
There’s no time for tears I’m just sitting here planning my revenge There’s nothing stopping me From going out with all of your best friends And if you come around saying’ sorry to me My daddy’s going to show you how sorry you’ll be
‘Cause I hate that stupid old pickup truck, You never let me drive You’re a redneck, heartbreak Who’s really been a lie, yeah So watch me strike a match On all my wasted time As far as I’m concerned, You’re just another picture to burn.
And if you’re missing me You better keep it to yourself ‘Cause coming back around here Would be bad for your health
‘Cause I hate that stupid old pickup truck, You never let me drive You’re a redneck, heartbreak Who’s really been a lie, yeah So watch me strike a match On all my wasted time In case you haven’t heard,
I really, really hate that stupid old pickup truck, You never let me drive You’re a redneck, heartbreak Who’s really been a lie, yeah So watch me strike a match On all my wasted time As far as I’m concerned, You’re just another picture to burn. Burn, burn, burn, baby burn. Just another picture to burn Baby burn
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Extremely long post. heeheehahahooo.
I don't know why, but watching this video made me cry. It's 7 minutes long, but if you want to, watch it! (:
Michael Jackson- Earth Song
What about sunrise What about rain What about all the things That you said we were to gain.. . What about killing fields Is there a time What about all the things That you said was yours and mine... Did you ever stop to notice All the blood we've shed before Did you ever stop to notice The crying Earth the weeping shores?
What have we done to the world Look what we've done What about all the peace That you pledge your only son... What about flowering fields Is there a time What about all the dreams That you said was yours and mine... Did you ever stop to notice All the children dead from war Did you ever stop to notice The crying Earth the weeping shores
I used to dream I used to glance beyond the stars Now I don't know where we are Although I know we've drifted far
Hey, what about yesterday (What about us) What about the seas (What about us) The heavens are falling down (What about us) I can't even breathe (What about us) What about the bleeding Earth (What about us) Can't we feel its wounds (What about us) What about nature's worth
It's our planet's womb What about animals We've turned kingdoms to dust What about elephants Have we lost their trust What about crying whales We're ravaging the seas What about forest trails Burnt despite our pleas What about the holy land Torn apart by creed What about the common man Can't we set him free What about children dying Can't you hear them cry Where did we go wrong Someone tell me why What about babies What about the days What about all their joy What about the man What about the crying man What about Abraham What about death again Do we give a damn
I still miss NYC.
So today,
I got called back to school by Mrs J. Collected my DSA stuff! Which was really annoying, I went back to school just for DSA and blah.
I bathed 3 times. I feel like doing 4.
Studied.(omg my day so boring.)
Went to run. Ran for 20 minutes. Laughed at some random dude who was running because he ran one round and stopped and was like panting I felt like saying: " YO HAHAHHHA IM LIKE FITTER THAN YOU HEEHEEHEEEEEEE" Laughed at an old man who was like extremely fit and topless(eww saggy skin). He kept saying " SHHOOSHSHHHSHHHHH" to people who were blocking his path, I mean cmon, can't you just ran past them?? Hahahaah.
Okay! Last day of holiday lessons tomorrow! I'm like pretty psyched. So after that my holidays will officially begin, and end in two weeks. Oh joy. Joy.
I feeel good.
Night. (:
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Found this on Annie's.
I look happy. And amazed.
Annie and I made two more videos. IF IF IF Paramore comes, I'll run down to the airport(buses take too long) and sleep there and wait there day and night and when I see hayley and the rest I'll RUSH UP TO THEM AND GIVE THEM A COLLECTION OF OUR VIDEOS. We should call our cd the Annie and Abby Paramore CD. The Abby and Annie Paramore CD. The Double A crazy paramore videos CD. The A's We Love PARAMORE paramore CD.
Something like that.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Just Acia! and a rooftop!
So it was pretty cool going onto the roof. I cut my leg though! And I didn't know :( pimple! I was using my finger to cover my pimple. Spot the Singapore Flyer! To the left. So apparently people think that I won't last till the end of the yea IM TELLING YOU ALL YOU PEOPLE IN THE AVA TODAY WHO HEARD ME WATCH ME WATCH ME IM GONNA KEEP MY VOW HAHAHAHA.
Cheers.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Saturday, May 31, 2008
EDIT! PICTURES HHEHHHH.
I think I should say this: I am sorry for ignoring you on MSN, or when you called, and when you texted me. I shouldn't ignore people. It's not very nice. I'm kinda regretting things that I've done in the past year.
I was looking at some old conversations I had on msn with some people, and I looked at the date, and it was july 07. The next conversation, was one-way cause I ignored the person. And then the next was April 08. And I said, "Okay, I'll call in a while" but you know, I never did. And now, I'll never know what I missed out in that conversation, or what I could have said.
So this goes out to alot of people. Because I have a bad habit of ignoring people. I'm really sorry and the next time you talk to me, haha I promise you, I'm going to reply.
Unless I'm really not there or something.. I AM SORRY! Please forgive me (: (:
SEX AND THE CITY NIGHT OUT! The mooovie was great! (: Really nice, and touching actually. Pictures, grabbed from the rest heehee. Amanda managed to pass M18! I'm so proud of you girlie. ;)
And that marks a great friday night out! Woohoo.
Cheerios!
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
So for the past few days I have been:
Studying! For chinese mostly, but now that O's are over, it's kinda back to the other subjects.
Cleaning my room! I reorganised all my clothes. I folded the casual and the PJ's and the spag tops into the same size. First level : bags Second level: PJ's Third level: Baggy Tees and Shorts Fourth level: Spags and sleeveless. Front row, black and white, back row, oranges, reds, yellows and greens.
Wardrobe: Colour co-ordinated from black to white.
All the dresses, fancy stuff and whatnots.
I think Im going a little nuts. Right now Im redoing my study table and drawers and books.
SO MESSSSSSSYYY. Ughhh. Hahaha.
Cheers.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
HAHAHA FLIRT FLIRT FLIRT YOU SUCKZXZX! Heartbreaker you don't get me down you don't you don't. OMGOMG! I AM DAMN HAPPY!(because you won't find happiness, if you keep going on the way you're going) YES! YOU WONT! (you might but I won't care) I'm going to run all my tears away(fats too)
I'm going to be so hot(GAHHAH) you'll regret ever ever ever ever treating me that way. suckerrrr. (f)eff you heehee.HEEHEE.(not TEEHEE, notice that.)
cause,
Girls Rule, Boys Drool!
Go girls! Singapore has no OXFAM NOW WHERE AM I GOING TO DONATE MY CLOTHES TO?
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Soooo I'm trying to DSA into the JC's that I want to get into and the application forms are killers. They want my upper sec results, which I really don't want to give because they're so bad, and they want our PSLE score.
PSLE.. I mean like, that was 4 years ago. Who cares about PSLE anymore?
I'm so tired. Ohhhmygawd Gossip Girl Season FINALE,
NO?..
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Monday, May 19, 2008
So I was thinking,
1. What if I didn't tell you
2. What if I told you only after
3. Would we be any different now
4. Would it have meant anything to you
5. Do I mean anything to you now
6. What do I mean to you now
7. Is it just superficial
8. Do you feel inferior
9. Do you think about me
10. In what ways do you think about me
11. Do you even care
12. Why do you care
13. Is it possible
14. Can we make it through
15. Will you wait and promise me that you'll be there forever and ever?
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
It's heartbreaking to see the parents in China weeping over the bodies of their dead children. And I've been thinking, why, God why? Why are you making people suffer?
Can't you let people know that you're coming in a different way?
I made a list of things I want to do before I die. If I put it up here, I think you'd laugh.
Sometimes we do things we regret, other times, we regret just because we didn't take the opportunity to do something.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Friday, May 16, 2008
Just finished a half hour of pilates. I feel satisfied (: I think the last time I actually did pilates was at the end of 2006.
My mid year results are disgusting. I have a L1R5 of 31 and a percentage of 52. Chinese O's in 9 days! And the noise from my parent's cell group isn't really helping out either.
Hello textbooks, I think you all look very friendly. Lets make friends.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
I think we had something there.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
So in the midst of doing a chinese mock paper, I decided to come here to post something. There's been a sudden motivation in my spirit to study, somehow- not because of the recent motivation talks that the school has imposed on us, but rather because I want to do well.
More well, than now. Better.
Chinese O Levels are in 13 days and God help me, I'm not prepared.
You should take a look at my bed. If your definition of a warzone is something that looks like dead bodies and wreck and blood, believe me, you're wrong.
I'm not racist, I'm even half chinese but which chinese dude decided to come out with a language so demanding that no one, really can be bothered to study it? Besides those who get A1's and all the chinese teachers and immigrants...(no i'm not saying that you all suck)
But yeah, chinese kills.
I think I need to run. No not because I think I'm fat, you know I don't really give a shit about looking skinny and picture perfect but I haven't in the longest time. And all you out there who want to define me as fat, yes please go ahead, I'm sorry I can't conform to your standards.
I think my over consumption of alcohol on sunday night has made me a bit stupider because I feel my brain cells screaming " HELP ME HELP ME WATER WATER WATER " Ohhhhhhkay back to the books.
Cheeeeeeeers, lovelies. What the hell but I think I'm finally maturing.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Monday, May 12, 2008
FRIDAY NIGHT! There's actually too many pictures to upload so I'm only going to do a few.. (:
Hahaaaa okay! Thats all folks (: Cheers.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Monday, May 05, 2008
I miss New York too much, I think about going back everyday. 1. The weather 2. The people 3. The food.
I swear swear swear when I'm 21, I'm taking out insurance money to go back lol lol lol. I forgot to mention, we were at Gossip Girl's filming location at the Met! I just realised today. More pictures up soon after MYE's!
Obviously photoshopped :)
No, I don't need to be like her.
I think that I've wasted about 4 months. No I don't suppose any of you know what I'm talking about. I can't help but wonder what it would be like, if I didn't tell you. And then I go around saying that it's disgusting but when deep inside I really don't think it is? I'm putting everything into my deviant and no one knows what it is (:
More NYC pictures later. I really really wish I was still back there.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Saturday, May 03, 2008
THE MID YEARS ARE HERE.
Time to cram again. I don't know why, m-years aren't even counted in the O's but I care? Yeah, somehow I still want to do well.
So I've been studying. Explains my lack of blogging because I used to, like every day. It's pretty stressful but I've made a new best friend with coffee supermix 3 in 1 :D
OHMYGAWWWD, I think I'm getting boring. Like, Ive got nothing to blog about.
Here's what's been happening this week:
monday: school. tuesday: school. wednesday: skipped school. thursday: labour day. friday: MYEARS: SS and EMATH 1
Well Thursday was pretty interesting. Sarah and I have very big questions about sex hahahaha okay whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
I'm getting boring aren't I?
Cheers :)
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
NYC DAY 2
Woke up with jet lag to the max and headed for breakfast @ Europa! Weather was cold and for the first time I saw my breath like, condensing. HAHAHA. Okay, it was damn fun blowing out air and like, you know. I'm so inexposed lalalala. Went to the Guggenheim! Which was far far far more interesting than the met and we had fun yeah. :)
Top of the Rock @ Rockafella Center at Night! Which was really really nice. Take 1: Blow air and let it condense. Take 2: Blow more air. Take 3: BLOW MORE AIR cause the cam won't capture it damn. Horse! Next to our bus. WHICH IS SOMETHING that you'll never see in Sg. Awwwww horses. US 40 for a ride. Passed by Bloomingdales at 5th. Saint Pat's. It was HUGE, can you see the tiny person at the bottom of the picture??? Hyde Jekyl, Jekyl Hyde that dude yeah. Well they had a house to go along with this car. TOP OF THE ROCK! ROCKAFELLA CENTER. The view's amazinggggg wheee. Wan Leng! We were freezing :D Super cold at the 70th storey. Sec 1's. Cheryl why you close your eyes.... This makes me look, somehow extremely small. Choir! At the top. We all just died there yeah, wind was icy. Hannah montana was on.
Okay so that was day 2! I need to get pictures from other people! Theirs are wayyy nicer and clearer. Day 3,4 and 5 up next!
Mid year exams are here and I miss the hot dogs in NY much! And the weather too. Somehow when we came back we hit a dry spell so it's all hot hot hot. My e math is dying, A math is, well, already dead.
Gave school a miss today too! Because there's pretty much nothing going on. Back to the books for now.
Cheerios lovelies.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
NYC DAY ONE Arrived at JFK airport around 10 to 11 in the morning! The flight was like horribly long. Weather was at 22 degrees and it was pretty hot for our first day there. Went to the Metropolitain Museum which was really friggin boring and, well boring.
Leaving Singapore! There was so much food at every meal we all just couldn't finish it up. The movies were actually kinda boring. Caught sweeny todd, PS I love you, My llth mother(GREAT), Sky of Love(MADE ME CRY), a little bit of The Kite Runner, I am Legend, CSI, Supernatural... Frankfurt from the plane.
-56 degrees outside the plane! There was ice everywhere.
JFK! Sorry its like sideways...
My luggage..for those of you who somehow could be intrested lol.
Famous yellow cabs in the US. Always see them in the movies ya?
Passing through queens. The households here claimed 50,000 each because of this huge railway in front of their houses that blocked the view. A school in queens..
The cemetary! No one's allowed to be buried in the city, so they have to do it outside town. Under the brooklyn bridge. Im sorrrry somehow my computer refuses to rotate the pictures..rawr. First glimpse of NYC! This truck/monster thing was friggin huge! Doesn't look too big here but you have to see it. It was gigantic and the police where everywhere in NYC. Like everywhere everywhere.
The HUGE number of people outside the Met.
The met itself.
The steps where we sat after for a couple hours after lets say, 2 boring hours in the museum.
INSIDE..
That thing was huge. Look at that dude standing there.
Suffering from Jet Lag...was around 2-3 am SG time.
Victorian era stuffffs...really beautiful. Jet lag jet lag jet lag. This dude was showing off his boxers like whoa so yes I snapped a pic. Hahahaha he's french or something with a whole group of french students. The pattern on his boxers quite intresting eh? Chilli Dog. Yeah, its not CHILLI LIKE CHILLI PADI, but chilli. Maybe some of yall will know what I mean. This lady here looked so so so much like the actress in Enchanted I thought it was her until she started speaking french and I saw her face from the front...and it wasn't her. Dang.
Ice cream truck! He kept skating round and falling off. Weather started to get real chilly here and everyone started to freeze. Around 6 in the evening. First limo we saw! but there were huger ones around. Bergof Goodman. our roooom! OKAY, thats all for day one folks. Its 7 30 am now and I got up at 0530 just now after sleeping for two hours. Jet lag is really horrible. Sarah's coming over! Wheeeeeeeeee!
Singapore's pretty dull compared to NY. Techinically in terms of food, people and well, WEATHER, and lots more. So people from SG and the US feel that : "I need more guys in my life." HAHAHAHAH. I don't get it, I mean like, I feel fine the way I am now yo.
I'm going to get rich and move to NY one day one long long day or maybe some other part of the US. That's going to be number one on my agenda. After NY, I kinda detest SG cause, it's just so boring. Yes, it's much safer than the states where after 8 you gotta be with a guy or you'll probably get in trouble...but, too safe gets too safe after a while.
If you asked me what I liked most about NY, or what I'm going to miss the most, it's going to be the people. Everyone's sane, and pretty much friendly to the extreme, I mean, HAVE YOU EVER WALKED DOWN ORCHARD ROAD AND JUST SMILED AT SOMEONE YOU DONT KNOW? Hahahha. No yah? I even talked to the hot dog vendor/roxy store employee who asked me to sing in the middle of times square/airport moving thingy dude/candy store guy who kept calling me sweetheart/dude in the hotel room next to me/the lady choir conductor over there/random students from the US/random people on the street/ too much more.
That never happens in SG.. :( which is pretty sad.
Wear makeup here when you're 13 and people call you vain, eat too much and people say you're fat and tell you to exercise, don't do well in school or go to college and you're damned for life, sing in the street and have people stare, don't look chinese and people wonder why you're friends with them, be loud and people say you're annoying..
Over there, You get a decent job even if you only just finish high school and no one cares if you do something crazy in the middle of town, and everyone eats well, properly and the food costs nothing and its like a dream because you get to do so much. Human rights, really.
Cheers.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Friday, April 25, 2008
NYC was SO SO SO much more than I expected. Right now I'm too jet laggy to blog properly with pictures but they'll be up tonight or tomorrow!
WEW GOT A GOLD YO. Carnigie hall was awesome!
Gotta head to school to pick my work up.
OHKAY, MORE TONIGHT YA?
Cheerrrrrios lovelies.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
NEW YORK HERE WE COME!
Hahahaha! My flight is in lets see...25 hours! :D
Thank you to XXX for the bunch of letters!
Now I've got a letter to open everyday that I'm in New York hee hee.
Im so excited im so excited dangggggg.
CHEERS.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Monday, April 14, 2008
By Anonymous
Everyday I type you little Text Messages, I tell you I love you, I miss you, Have a wonderful day Please be careful.
But I don't send them. I know I'm not supposed to.
But I hope that somehow you know.
Post secrets.
OMG OKAY, this was damn long ago.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Went shopping for clothes for NY today. Spent a hundred fifty on long johns and a coat and a scarf. Hahaha my coat makes me look like a biker chick.
The tour woman said its friggin 8 degrees.
Anyways! Leaving on Friday ;) 18th April at 1050 pm. Coming back at six on the nest friday.
I CAN'T WAIT YO.
:):):)
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Pictures from the Weeeekend. HAHAHAHAAH LOL X 1000000 Oh frig, bakerzin.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Shabooya.
GREAT WEEKEND. Bakerzin is madness. I could die in dessert heaven. Thank you to E, Paddy and Gwen for a wondahhful time hahaha. Next time, we bring more $ alright? Eat more until we're stuffed.
Pictures up soon! (: New York's like NEXT FRIDAY OHHHHHHHHYESSSSSS. And mid years are coming. Boohoo.
Top 10 things that I'm afraid of: 1. Being alone 2. Getting tortured(eg. fingers chopped off) 3. Drowning 4. Being lied to 5. Getting sexually harrassed hahahaha. 6. Shutter 7. Being in the dark, not being able to see anything 8. Getting lost in the jungle 9. Not doing well for O's. 10. ANTS I DONT LIKE ANTS.
Cheerios, lovelies.
Love is smiling on the inside and out.
Thursday, April 03, 2008
<3.
It finally starting to get to me, that I have mid years in 25 days. Oh well that really sucks.
Chinese o's in 50 days, give and take. :((( Boo hoo.
NY in two weeks. No time no time I want to dieeeeeee.
Anyway! I think I'm going to miss choir lots after we leave :( Right now I enjoy coming to choir so much I don't wanna leave each time. Nooo nooo don't wanna go. Four years, it's really fast. I'm like in a boo hoo mood.
(Abigail Joan Kilbride Gammell but please it's too long!?!?)
I love love love smelling flowers. Or really just looking at them :)
Don't tell me there's a new black.
I'm 160. Hahahahaha damn 165 would be much better yo.
I can never keep my study table clean.
I made a promise two years ago, and on this coming June 29th, it's going to be a promise kept :))))
IM BORN ON THE 29 OF JUNE YEH.
I LOVE PARAMORE. lots and lots and lots
Tellietubbies are scary.